To You Charmaine...Even Thought that You Don't See This

I dream about you...charmaine....I still remember the comfort that you gave me,the love,...I didn't regret I gave my first kiss to you.....,because I love you.....remember that time when I send my first kiss to you....,I really hope that our love will long .....until married...until we have our own child.....until..,until we old....,I put my love...all my heart thought you.....maybe you feel it or maybe not...even thought just a month more we couple.....I'm very very happy......I even do a video about us...when I went to airport for sending you to shenzhen for visit and learning trip....at that time I started worried...I'm worried if happen anythings to you at shenzhen.....I even pray for you.......I pray...when I heard that you came back from shenzhen safe and healthy...without anythings happen....I am very very happy.....just like a husband waiting for his wife going a trip for work....seeing and heard that his wife safe and healthy without any harm came back.....you still remember the time I want ask for out.....reason???Is because I want gave you the disc....fill my all heart....do just for you.....and I plan all things for you...,but you said you can't...I tell myself "never mind avitus.....your wife really tired...should give her some rest..."..,is not what I want or expect that that is the last time I saw you...when I send you to shenzhen.....that night you send me a message that really hurt me.....you said you want break with me.....you said you want concentrate in study.....that time I fainted.....was send to hospital...when I'm at hospital that time....I think with heart...I realise that I scold you wrongly.....I am sorry.....it's been half year that I didn't met you.....how are you...???When I'm going to K.L. for study ....I really hope that you could come and send me,....frustrated ...very frustrated....last morning I dream about you......then I wrote a blog.....in other page....name(zaizai story(the beginning)).....I wrote until.....I.....I'm very sorrowful...My tear fall in every dream of memory I wrote ........rea.lly....I started understand from the moment that you leave me.....I never forget or even put down or even forget our LOVE......

From
Avitus Chia

Voice

在沉默的一天。。。突然向着天空看下。。。关着眼睛享受下大自然。。。我突然想着我和你曾度过的那些年。。。。那些年我们曾拥有的美好时刻。。。那些年。。。你曾给的温柔。。。那些年我们曾拥有的美好回忆。。忍心苦苦的承受一切。。。伤。。。。。我在想着我的初吻给了你。。。。但我们没在一起了。。。我还留着我们的合照。。。。期望着假希望。。。但现在。。。。